When I decided to have a child, I knew my life would change;
i never imagined
just how different it would become.
The first year felt as though I was trying to live two lives.
It was as if "working" and "mother" were different people.
Then it occurred to me,
I needed an outlet, a way to vent all of these emotions.
the intensity, the joy, the chaos, the love and darkness.
In this desperation i decided to make a commitment to art.
And this is where my story begins.